Okay, so this whole blog thing. Not really sure where to start! I’m excited for this, but also a bit nervous. What am I to write about? How much do I share? How much do I keep hidden?

I initially started this to share my thoughts on things happening in my life, and I think that’s what I’m going to do. Give you all an insight into my brain and the way it’s always working against me.

Depression is a bitch, anxiety is a little shit, and RSD is even worse. It’s a spiral that I’m struggling with every day. It’s really bad right now, because I don’t have a job, and I’m just… existing. Which really doesn’t do my inner self any good. Because let’s be real, I thrive on routine and stability. Having no schedule? It’s messing me up something terrible. Because I’ll stay up until 2am and sleep until 1p. It’s awful! I’m constantly tired, both emotionally and physically.

I wish there was a cure, but so little is known about the hows and the whys of mental illness. There is no cure. There’s just no way to create a single, universal fix, because everyone’s brains are different.

Anyways, more to come,
Beccah